What’s our drive?

What does it mean to belong ?
To be seen
To be heard
To be accepted
To be alive

I look around and I see life
But I don't want that life
I look around and I see connection
Then I look deeper and closer and I see disconnection
Fear is the fabric of our being
But Love is the oddity
Love is the inconsistency
Love is the illusion
Love is everywhere and nowhere
What's our drive ?